After thirty years of being in an unhealthy relationship and marriage, Ruth Gold decided that she had had enough. She went through many years of ups and downs with her husband regarding hope, love, religious beliefs, and having children. Despite all the challenges she endured, she stayed in the marriage until she gained the strength to pick herself up and leave. Ruth Gold hopes that by sharing her testimony, she will encourage women of all ages who are dealing with the same kinds of problems to be able to seek a relationship with God, who will lead and direct them in living a happier and healthier life. In Finding Me in the Midst of It All, Ruth Gold discusses about choosing the wrong mate, settling for a relationship despite what you know or find out, surviving adulterous affairs and children born from those affairs, breaking the cycle of repeated affairs, feeling as if you are trapped with no way out, and most of all, establishing a relationship with God and following his voice instead of a man’s.

When faced with life’s uncertainties and letdowns, we often turn to our faith for support and encouragement. We go to places of worship, listen to sermons, read the Scriptures, we listen to hymns and worship songs, we attend small-group ministries, and so on. But what happens when we are faced with uncertainties and letdowns with our mind? When depression weighs our heart and anxiety troubles our mind, we unknowingly send our self into a downward spiral of self-loathing, emptiness, and persistent sadness. What if during these trying times we find comfort, rest, and assurance in biblical promises? Within these pages is an honest account of Jezanie Warjri’s personal struggle with depression and anxiety and the beginning of her search for healing and acceptance through the Scripture. It’s not theological reasoning that this book offers you. It’s not how simple faith and relentless prayers can help you overcome depression and anxiety. It is finding hope, assurance, comfort, and renewal in the words and promises of the Bible. This book is about finding God in the midst of the chaos.

An Invitation to Join the Journey Every family writes its own unique story. In this transparent and moving account, you’ll be inspired as Mike and Debbie McCrum tell the story of their family’s challenging journey of faith, from tragedy to triumph...and purpose. Finding Joy in the Midst of Sorrow is written to help families: Discover the purposeful role God has planned for their lives. Learn how to navigate life’s unexpected circumstances. Witness a family bravely persevering when every instinct screams QUIT! Pass on to future generations a legacy of God’s hope and faithfulness. Find the courage to face their fears and embrace the possibilities that were created just for them...as they live in the joy of trusting God! “People today yearn for an example of how to navigate through life’s tragedies. Mike and Debbie’s powerful story will grip your heart and inspire you to valiantly trust God no matter what challenges you face. This book transcends time and will be a valued treasure for generations to come.” Crawford W. Loritts, Jr. is Senior Pastor at Fellowship Bible Church in Roswell, Georgia.

As people, we all struggle with stress, moments of panic, times of confusion, and other times that we feel overwhelmed and we can't sleep. And if it was up to the devil, he would be more than happy to medicate all of us with his fake remedies of alcohol and drugs. He is an opportunist, experienced in using our problems, our vulnerability, our wounding, our pain, our traumatic past experiences to get us where he wants. He is good at offering temporary relief for deeper crises of the soul. This is my true story of God stepping into my messy, shattered, and broken family life and rescuing me. You see, freedom, according to Satan, is being away from God. I don't think my son had any idea of who the devil was or how cunning he could be. He befriends to destroy, he gives to take away. As a mother of an adult struggling with addiction, my life was paralyzed. Every breath increased my pain of hopelessness and despair. I felt afraid, alone, and abandoned by God. God seemed distant, absent, silent, and unconcerned. I felt like running, but there was no place to hide. Was God punishing me? Where and how did I go wrong? Sharing my painful journey was not an easy step. I tried at all costs to hide this painful part of my life. It took years in my classroom of pain for my mind to be unshackled by the Teacher, the Holy Spirit. I no longer need to hide nor be ashamed of my challenges with my prodigal son. Nevertheless, breaking free from shame, stigma, and judgment is a process that took years. When we only let others see the beautiful parts of our stories, avoiding our broken painful chapters, we mislead people, and perhaps they envy us for what they falsely think are perfect lives. Worse, we misrepresent the power of the good news that reaches down into our broken souls, hearts, and lives to provide peace from our broken pieces. Dear waiting, praying, and expecting parents of struggling children, I believe God wants to usher you to your own breakthrough, healing, and freedom. You can learn to relinquish your child(ren) to God. Do not lose hope. Have faith. In his time, he will make all things beautiful for us! God wastes nothing, even our pain.

Strength & Encouragement: So You Can Praise Me in the Midst of the Fire is a relatively unique devotional gift book containing 366 devotions written from Father’s point of view. Using this technique gives the book a sense of immediacy and intimacy with Father, and this is the great strength of the book. Though each daily message is short, they are consistently relevant and personal for people of all ages and from all walks of life. Each page contains the very promises and encouragement that will help any believer stand firm in the midst of fiery trials and tribulations.

Pastor Andre shares segments of his private life during his time in ministry. He details the ups and downs of finding who he really is. Looking back into his childhood revealed keys to his current behaviorsfighting ungodly generational curses that have him consistently falling short serving God. Many of his answers came through the Holy Spirit. If you believe God wont use you, you are wrong! Embrace who you are in God and fulfill Gods purpose in you.

Ever wondered why some people dedicates their whole life chasing storms? This was my cogitation as I laid on my couch, watching a popular program on cable network, “Storm Chasers”. The remarkable thing about this was that, before embarking on any storm chase, they do an in-depth analysis of the entirety, magnitude of the storm and predict the possible effect it is likely to cause while at the same time getting awesome images to be stored in their archives. In the process some lose their lives, but it still doesn’t stop others from chasing another storm. I thought to myself, why then do we Christians run away from storms and completely neglect the fact that storms are pathway that builds our spiritual muscles, strengthens our connection with God and make us accept the fact that we are humans, and not “spiritual being” that some Christians attributes to themselves.

Christmas or confusion, Bethlehem or Bedlam & Which will you choose this year? The truth is, we don't have to choose, because Christmas always happens right in the midst of our confusion. God breaks into our confusion and makes himself known as a human boy. Christmas and confusion--weren't they intimately related at the first Christmas when Jesus was born? Sometimes we forget that. But, that's what this book is about--how Christ breaks into our chaos and confusion and brings Christmas--how Bethlehem always happens in the midst of bedlam. This thematic Advent study for 2013 has five sessions--on.

Finding Love in the Midst of Pain was written at a time when I was feeling lost and alone. I had just received a medical diagnosis which has no cure and I will be constrained to taking medication for the rest of my life. I found solace and hope when I started this project. I felt a sense of hope and inspiration. From my inspiration, this book was born. I owe it all to my dear friend, Rev. John W. Scott, Jr. of Natchez, Mississippi. He was very patient and kind as I struggled through the fog of uncertainty.

Timothy, John found out about us the night of our argument. John was on the balcony listening. He said he heard most all of what we said to each other. Timothy, I have been torn down to rock bottom for betraying him. Timothy, I need you again. I need for you to help me through this terrible chapter of my life. Timothy held me so close and shed tears for me and for John. I never wanted John to know. Elise, I am so sorry about this whole ordeal, but I will never regret having you for mine, at least for the amount of time that we did have. Love never dies, I told Tim. It may sometimes lay dormant in our souls but will always live in our hearts. Timothy, we must wait and I must choose. Time will tell just how our paths will go. I told Timothy that I had never been so torn between one love and another. You understood that didnt you Timothy, didnt you? It was always Timothys love that lay dormant in the back ground of my heart. I would not tell him this. Soon it would be time, that would make the decision for me and regret would leave me with such inexpiable guilt that would trouble my soul to the depths of the earth.